For the long time we've been lovers

It's been nearly 1 year since I moved but U 've never wanted or seem want to know about my new school, new house. I said that I hadn't need any present for V-Day, for Woman's Day, even for my B-day, I needed U. I just wanted U to meet me at my school, my house or somewhere, but U.... Some reasons were given...I accepted. The first time I'd been allowed to go to a party alone at night, I hoped U could come with me because we hadn't met each other for a long time, but U refused my invitation. U said U had had to come with your friends and they hadn't allowed U to come with me. What? U can meet them everyday,go with them everytime U want,so why U choosed to come with them instead of being at the party with me_your lover. And your friends, what's the hell they think they are, who gives them the right to forbid U meeting me? U made me really disapointed. I had to go to the party alone. All of my friends asked me "where's your lover?". I couldn't answer this question, how could I tell them "he goes with his friends". When I was sick and had to stay at hospital, U knew but it was not until a week after that U called me to ask about my health. why?did U take care of me? Our love can be shown nowhere but on phone. U still phone me as usual but U only told me about your school, your class, your friends, there was not me in your story, U didn't ask anything about my life. Only I said I loved U and missed U, U just listened, did not say anything. What do I mean to U? Many times I've called U but U wasn't at home, U didn't phone me, too. I tried to think that U were too busy. but I realized U had no times to talk to me. I was always being waited for U. If I think U don't love me, am I wrong? Now, I can't accept any reason why U couldn't arrang your time to meet me during 8 months, why U hasn't given me a phone call for 3 weeks...and lots of actions that I can't find a acceptable reason. U just think we're lovers, remember we're lovers, call me " lover" but actually, U no longer love me. I don't want to wait for U in vain. Stop here. It's over. I'll tell him the whole entry this Friday. good luck to me, pray for me, my friends.